爆了？！！

刚打完羽球回来，好累！今晚打球是用来发泄的，我很用力去打每一球，把所有的不满，不开心，烦恼，一一打了出去，心情总算好一点了。。。

而且，今天还发生了一件趣事！其中一位与我partner的朋友，他的裤子破了。。不是笑他的裤子破了，而是那个情形。。原本球还在打着的，我也应该接到那往我方向飞来的羽球，可是突然我听到他喊，“爆了！”我就傻傻的站在那不接球，顿时停住了。。。对手Teck Cheong还问我，“你干嘛不打？”我说，“他喊爆了！”我们都不知道什么事，结果他说，“是我的裤子爆了。。”吓到我，还以为什么爆了，原来是这样，我们就一起大笑。。哈哈！！！

还好今天听耀辉的话，去打球发泄，要不然，我真的就快爆了！！这几天不知为什么压力很大，也想很多东西。。。而且刚刚又收到email，又一份工作interview失败了！！希望不安和烦恼，赶快离我远远的。。。我不想你靠近我！！！

Disappointed with tiredness...

This few days very hardworking looking for jobs, went to interviews...but all still have to wait...don't know whether how was the result...but seems like...aih...!!!

TIRED and WASTE my transportation fees going to KL...I know have to face this before I get job, and I have to be patient..but..AT LEAST, give me some feedback or tips, when will I found my job? or whether I have the chance to success in the interview?!!! I don't know about how was my interviews going so far, may be very sucks...very bad...that's why until now oso haven't found one...

I don't dare to think so much after interview, I also don't wana put much expectation on every interview, because the bigger expectation, the bigger disappointed I might get...Losing confidence again...Like last time, I thought the interview was going fine, everything seems like ok, but until now, I haven't get the call from that company...I don't know why...I was thinking is it because of my expected salary too high? and now the economy like this..??

However, I cannot get the job that is too low salary, I will not afford to pay back my loan and cover my other expenses...when I think of money, I am so frustrated about it..everythings money...and I actually wanna make my hair become curly de...but..have to wait lor...

Where is my lucky star???

复杂的我。。。？！

了解。。？到底怎样才算是了解一个人呢？相信有看Madagascar 2 里的Gloria 和Melman，都觉得Melman很了解Gloria，可是真正的世界，有多少人能做到呢？

何谓了解？知道某人的一切？性格？习惯？能从中配合？还是每一样都必须做到？

每个人的个性不同，要彻底的了解，可能是非常困难的事，也需要非常长的一段时间。。。而且这也不是每个人都能做到的。。就像我和爸爸生活了22年，也不代表我完完全全的了解他。。。是我不够用心吗？还是两个不同个体是不可能彻底的了解呢？

有时候，选择沉默不是我想的。。了解我的朋友，都知道我可以非常的多话，我也可以非常的安静。。安静其实可能累了，也许心情不好，或者知道不说话好过多说，就选择--静静的。。。当我解释了好多遍，我在想什么，对方不了解，还一一强调他自己的想法，那好！你说吧。。我不说了。。这就是我。。。反正我再怎么说，你也是说我不接受你的说法，那你自己不也是酱吗？！

也许，我真的不够聪明，我不懂得如何了解别人，就连很要好的朋友，有时也搞不懂，就当我迟钝吧。。。

我迟钝！！！

火柴。。。

火柴，是人类生活上常见的，也常用的。。以前，人们用火柴来点火,抽烟等等。。跟着人类把这些小小的火柴作为艺术品，装饰，变成漂亮的火柴。。。

还可以送人哦！！！但是，从小就不会用火柴的我，到现在还是一样。。。我害怕它。。虽然它不会吃掉我，但每每我要点燃一枝火柴，都下不了手，还是会找人帮忙。。。真失败! 有谁知道要怎么克服吗？？我每次要下手时，都怕那火会烧到我的手，因为一点燃，它就会很大火，然后逐渐变小，可是一下子，它就像快要烧完了，又要烧到手了。。。唉。。。

climbing Tapor mountain...~.~''

THANKS for Yew Fui...coz he successed to persuade me to go with them...it was more harder than what I imagined. I already told him that I got a bit scared high, then he said its ok...not very high also..then fine lor, I followed! And also because of his one sentence, "You won't regret when you climb up there!"

Yesterday nite was so nervous and worry, coz I know is quite dangerous to climb mountain and I never experience before. Until 2.30am only I can sleep, by then my alarm rang around 3.45am, so I only sleep a while before went to climbing. Yew Fui came pick me at 4.30am sharp, then we went to pick Voon Siong, long time din see this black guy...haha!!! He still the same, black...

We then ate breakfast together, I just ate a bit and the rest I gave Voon Siong, I was so nervous and scared until cannot eat...I scared will muntah later when I climb...Then we wait for another guy, Ah Lau, we went to Qi Xiang's house and berkumpul, bertolak sama-sama. It was started raining, we decided to go Tapor 1st then see still raining or not only decide whether continue our climbing or cancel...Luckily, the rain stopped. We started to climb from 6.40am like that. It was still dark, and we need torch light...I mean me..I need torch light...Voon Siong really is the King of Monkey...we called him, coz he walked very fast and can jumped here jumped there..really is our "Si Fu"...

*All my "Si Fu" (from left) - Voon Siong, Yew Fui, Ah Lau and Qi Xiang*

It was hard in the 1st stage, after that, we climb slowly, because I'm 1st time and new on this climbing, they have to wait me and take care of me...Luckily they wait for me..really THANKS!!! Don't know what time, the sky started to bright and the weather was so comfortable...And we reach one of the top of the mountain...We took pictures there...It was nice but it started to rain again...then we planned to climb down from the mountain..But the rain was like no more when we return...then they asked me whether to continue climb or go back..I said I still ok, can continue...then we climb back to the top..And luckily we climbed back, coz we saw rainbow...so nice...

*Me and the gang*

*the rainbow*

*view from top*

*view of another mountain*

Then, we continue climbed to the point that allowed us to go down, and we go down by rope. Besides, it also need to climb over few mountains' tops before we reach the place that we can go down. I was exhausted, and Yew Fui keep on said, almost reached d..almost...then climbed over another hills come again..I think there is 5 hills or more than that we have climbed...I'm so tired..and when I sit down and rest, aih..I cried..coz I takut tinggi...and I'm tired...Actually the whole trip might only need 3 hours like that to complete (for normal speed), and because of me, we used around 5 hours to complete the whole journey...I was slow because I was scared and don't know how to climb...

*duno how to climb..Voon Siong and Yew Fui teached me..and Ah Lau up there juga "kan sui"..hehe*

*Voon Siong was teaching me how to climb up...*

*Wah..macam very enjoy de??!!*

*I was sitting there rest...but still hv to do some pose*

Luckily Yew Fui waits me, and we go down slowly, coz it was quite slippery and with mud...I walked very slow...and the sun was so hot, and in the jungle, I was almost fainted..coz too hot d...a bit blur blur...But I continue walked..coz Yew Fui encouraged me..."U can do it, come on!!!" and again, he told me "Almost reached d"...And finally, I can safely reached the ground...THANK GOD!!!..Was exhausted..really..reached ground around 11.45am...Voon Siong, Ah Lau and Qi Xiang were waiting us in the car d...

It's such a exhausted and nice experience...And got some bruises on my legs, even I wore long pants...my hand as well...a bit hurt by the rocks...but..still consider safe la..oso have to say "Amitabha...!!!"

Madagascar 2...

Tonite, me, my brothers and sister went to KLCC to watch Madagascar 2. It was so funny and nice...Enjoy it very much...

Before we enter the cinema, my brother and sister went to buy the popcorn. Theere were lots of people line up and a short Malay woman was in front of us. Then, when the salesgirl shout "Next", and she looking at my brother..my brother thought was calling us, and is our turn..he totally ignored the Malay woman..and said "I want..." and me and my sister quickly stopped him, coz we know its the woman's turn...Then the salesgirl was laughing, we were laughing as well..damn funny and embarrassed...wahaha!!!

My brother's reason was, he said he can't saw the "short" woman...really cannot see...hehehe...

the show not yet start then we laugh like hell...stupid...!!!

the 1st interview...@.@

Today...1st interview as translator...in cheras..I don't know the exactly place, that's why my brother went with me...we took bus to cheras then only find where is the place...

When I found that place, its earlier than the interview appoinment that I made. I just went into the company and asked whether I can do it earlier...Luckily they allowed and also luckily I went earlier...coz they want me to do a test...translate from the dialogues, stories, lyrics and so on that they gave me. I was so blur..I mean especially the 一枝梅 story...I never watched that movie before, and I don't know about it..and I simply translate those characters in the story, coz I tot they aren't exist...but..I'm wrong..aiks..

My brother wait me at there from 11.30am, then around 12pm sth, I asked him to go Leisure Mall and wait me, whether he wanna watched movie or whatever, coz I know I will use lots of time...I translate until 3pm sth, he finished watched movie I also haven't finished, then I asked him to go back 1st or continue wait me...Then he went back 1st...

Around 4pm sth, finally finished..!!! The person interview me for a while, told me about their company..then I oni can go back...

Was so hungry...the whole day...from morning, I only eat one kuih until 4pm sth..hungry like hell...then I walked to Leisure Mall and wait for Jimmy...then oni go Sushi King and eat...5 months din eat sushi d...yummy!!!

Tired day..faced the computer whole afternoon..the computer that I used in the company, was not so good..the screen a bit blur...make me headache oni..keep looking at the screen..@.@

*Now waiting my DURIAN...my dad said his friend has durian...he will bring some for me..coz before that they ate many d...I haven't eat durian since I back...durian~durian~...