除夕。。。25/1/09

今年的除夕比较特别，因为二姐就在今天从美国回来，来得及一起吃团圆饭。。。当然所有人都很高兴，包括我！

一早就去机场接机，回到家不久，又陪她去理发，买东西。。。回到家已经中午了，真得很累，因为昨晚也蛮迟睡的。。。躺在床上就不省人事了。。。

下午也是忙着帮忙整理家里，拜神等。。。还有，我们终于买了一幅麻将。。。嘻嘻！而且，很意外的收到他的简讯，要我不要吃那么多柑，怕我肚子痛。。也提醒我要小心饮食。。。

晚上的团圆饭有肉有虾，这次我吃了三只虾，破了我的纪录。。。以往我吃虾，尤其是要剥壳的，都不吃，要不然就只吃一只，因为懒得剥。。。每次若他在，都是他剥给我吃，所以又想到他。。。应该是时候坚强了吧。。。加油！明天就是新的一年，我真得很希望，明年会过得更好！也望我身边的人一样，牛年会更好！

巴刹风云。。。

除夕的前一天，星期六的一大早，婆婆就叫我和姐姐起床去巴刹。。。第一次这么早去，可是人潮却比平常的热闹。。

以上的图片，只是显示了其中一档卖鸡的档口。别看它这么多人，其实老板还没来的咯，只有几位员工到了，准备开档。。。

婆婆要去另外一档买东西，就叫我帮她“排队”，而且我本来是站在最前线，也就是第一排，怎知，员工们把鸡一只只拿出来时，aunty们的手就好像在挖金酱，顿时间我不知该如何是好。。我不会选鸡，也不打算碰鸡，就觉得我被夹在aunty们中间好像很不好意思。。。也不知道什么时候，就被挤到后面去了。。。真是。。。无言。。。所以就拿出手机来拍。。

真得很佩服aunty们的“挤功”。。。

晴天霹雳。。。

这两天真的让我“晴天霹雳”。。。

终于明白。。说分手的那一方，其实也没有比听到分手的那方好过。。。

两个人的感情，是要靠双方来维持，一旦不平衡了，就很容易变质，甚至大家变回普通朋友。。。

你说我没有想过你的感受，其实我有，也想得比别人多。。因为怕错过，怕伤害。。爱一个人，就要努力的捉紧他，不放手。。。也许，我的改变，让我知道，我还不会把握。。说我不喜欢你，是假的，毕竟在一起这么久了。。我也接受不到我的改变。。我只能说，对不起！

所谓顺其自然，就看我们的缘分吧。。也许突然有一天，终于想通了，我不能没有你，我就真的努力的捉着不放了。。可能到时候你已经变了，我能接受，正如你所说，“今天的这一切，你要付最大的责任！”

我知道你挺得很累，虽然说还爱我，我也不想一直让你累下去，虽然不舍得，不能这样自私，就让它随缘吧。。。

KPMC...ish~!!!

*KPMC - Kajang Plaza Medical Centre*

Such a "nice" medical centre...nice until i wanna post it in my blog...

Few days back, my grandpa fell down outside garden, bleeding and a bit injured on his face.. Luckily I at home that day..if not only left my grandma with him, sure my grandma very scared...I scared actually, when I saw so many blood on the grass..I was very shocked, and worried...panic as well..Luckily, grandpa was ok, oni injured on his face and bleeding from nose..not other parts..I quickly called my brother and asked him came back to fetch grandpa to either clinic or hospital... Then I helped to clean my grandpa blood...so many blood..scary~

My brother came back d, we send grandpa to clinic and tried to find clinic that have x-ray..but..dun have..so end up, v found tis KPMC..wah..got x-ray woh..then ok lor..juz went in lor..inside got many patients oso..tot is quite ok de medical centre lor..got x-ray some more...ish~~~mana tau..

1st, they send our grandpa to emergency room lor..to clean the blood, n check whether got anything serious onot..it's 3pm..they also checked for the blood pressure..my grandpa always got high blood pressure de..but tat day, his blood pressure suddenly increase very high..and doctor adviced to stay wad or go hospital stay 1 night for check up..coz scared of too high blood pressure...so, v decided to let my grandpa stay in KPMC's wad..dun wan move here move there..my dad agreed as well..Then, my brother went to pay deposit...RM500..we curious why so expensive...the wad that they told us was oni RM60 per nite..at the end..my brother still paid d...They move my grandpa to wad lor..

About KPMC...

1. Room service very "GOOD":

When reach the room, the nurse asked me, is it 2 beds? I wonder, why 2 beds? I got 1 grandpa who stay in the wad oni woh...I said, 1 oni, my grandpa...Then she asked me..is there anyone stayed here today? Then oni i realised she was saying the one who staying to accompany my grandpa..I said, "Ya, I will stay tonite.." Then she ask a FUNNY and IMPORTANT question, "Do you want a bed?" Shit~!!! Apa tu??? Why I need a bed??? Ish~!!! Then I said I dun need lor...I wanted to ask, "if i said i wan,then u wana charge me another bed de money izit?" ish~!

2. Cleaner vacancy available:

My grandpa need to pee..not so convenient to walk to the toilet...so..juz use the chamber pot and pee..and causes the floor got a bit dirty...me and my brother went to ask for cleaner lor..to clean up/mop the floor lor..he called 1 time...I called another time..same result..no one come..I wonder they dun have cleaner de meh? satu pun tak de? takkan all rehat sama-sama de gua...The nurse told us..the cleaner time not yet reach lar..ask us wait..OK..FINE..WE WAIT!

3. Doctor vacancy also available:

My grandpa in the emergency room around 3pm and they send him to wad around 3.30pm..then we asked when is the doctor/specialist will come..the nurse said..soon..the doctor will came back later...ok..WE WAIT..4.30pm..not yet come woh..my grandpa's nose bleeding again..non-stop..Sure we worry..and ask the nurse..when the doctor come..they said, "Coming, kami sudah called..." Fine..WE WAIT...how?grandpa nose still bleeding..we asked the nurse..she gave me some ice..asked me put on grandpa's forehead...put d..STILL THE SAME LER...mau macam mana..doctor dun hv..still bleeding..they can't stop the bleeding..cannot macam tu ler..5pm sth..I asked the nurse about the arrival of their SPECIALIST DOCTOR...she told me..will be reached at 6pm..SHIT!!! we WAIT for 3 hours for the doctor ler..and the bleeding they can't make it stop..SHIT!!!!!!

Moreover, I don't dare to judge the doctors' professionalism...just we felt tat the doctors came also, check a bit oni..cakap a bit..and macam din cakap and din do anything...ish!!! And one of the doctor looks like very young..duno reliable onot...lagi..his medical fees more expensive than another doctor who looks more old/reliable...what he had done? we also duno, why he can charge so many??!!

What I has to conclude is...i very very super "beh song", "bu shuang", disatisfied with KPMC services..ish~!!!

*being blacklisted by me*

烦！！！

最近发生了很多事情。。也都出乎我的预料。。更不知道是好或坏事。。。

很想很想去旅行，或去某个地方可以让我逃避的避难所，更可以让我放松的地方。。我觉得很烦很烦。。以前这种情况，只会在面临考试，或太多assignments才会有的。。还以为毕业了，就不会再有这种感觉，因为真的不好受。。。

还没找到工的我，应该更容易乱想吧。。。朋友都担心我会转牛角尖。。。对不起，各位！我已经努力把一切想得简单，也很希望一切都不复杂。。。可是。。

还好这几天，有朋友们的陪伴，大家出来聚聚。。要不然我在家，真的是beh tahan。。。很久都没看鬼戏了，昨天Zi Piu陪我看。。其实整出戏都不是很够力的恐怖，不过有一part，是我们大家都没想到，那个“人”就是鬼。。我一时放轻松了，没注意到，就被突然变了鬼脸的“他”给吓到我喊。。可笑的是，我一喊，隔壁不认识的男生被我吓到了，整个人跳了起来，然后望着我。。当然，这时的我，肯定很paise。。。就望去另外一边。。。对不起啦。。看鬼戏就要预备会有人喊嘛。。我也不想的。。所以我一直都用手盖着嘴巴。。只是那一part真的是一时疏忽。。。哈哈！！！

还是一样。。很想离这里远远的。。暂时让我不想。。可以吗？？？很想去唱k!!!desperately wanna sing k...anyone wanna join???